Pages completed....
....so I've done a few pages today. They're more NICU photos. And I do have to say that I'm very tired of doing these photos. I know that I shouldn't worry about it and that I should just skip to the next phase in the twins' lives. Not so easy to accomplish. *sigh* I really want these pages to be *finished*. So I can finally close up that awful chapter of their lives and move on to the next one. Does anyone else do this to themselves? Why I feel like I need to eat my peas before my pudding is beyond me.
....I have ordered and received pictures of their third birthday, their first board game, and the adoption of the guineas to scrapbook, and have still not let myself get involved in them. What a fucking saddo I am sometimes. I truly must be into self-torture....as if anyone who reads my daily blog doesn't already know that, right?
posted by crazed lunatic @ 6:32 PM
2 Comments:
It is such a gift you are giving them. It is personal story for your entire family and for generations to come. It is about who they are and what they have already gone through to make it. They are fighters. They are survivers. You want to share the entire story. Jumping around doesn't work for you because it didn't happen that way in real life. It would be easier to skip and not tell the story but it wouldn't tell the story in truth and you are a truth teller.
I think it is a wonderful gift you are giving them...all of them.
*sniff* thanks, girlie!
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